Unemployed!!

Cory told me that he would take me to be his helper while Casey is at school. So I was totally psyched. Then last night he told me that he could only guarantee me a job while Casey was in school because Casey is going to help him again when he is done school. Now Casey had told me that he didn't know for sure if he was going back with Cory or not. So Casey is in school for 8 weeks. SO I am guaranteed work for 8 weeks. I could play it safe and try to like this job better or I could take a leap and quit my job, work with Cory for 8 weeks and then hope for the best. Oh and apparently Cory's boss hates women so he won't keep me on once Casey is back because I'm a woman! SO I slept on it. Had dreams where people were attacking me and I was being violent again. This time I only hit them with a bat instead of the stabbing dreams I've had before. So my big boss was in here this morning and we were talking and I told him I would be leaving. It's done, I am leaving. I am looking forward to the unknown. I have no idea if I will have a job at the end of 8 weeks, I know that I am willing to do anything except what I am doing so staying wasn't an option. What scares me is that when I told my boss that I was just absolutely unhappy and that I had no motivation or any ideas he told me that I was doing a good job. If I had a staff member that told me that I would appreciate the fact that they have the motivation to leave and not just stay for the pay check. That's scary. Anyways, can everyone say a few prayers that everything will turn out and I won't be living on wieners and beans.