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Do you ever have those days that you are so completely tired and you don't want to have anything to do with anyone? Today is my day. I had a horrible sleep last night and the dogs would not leave me alone from 6am on this morning. I finally let them out at 8am and then moved to the couch to try and continue sleeping, I dozed on and off but didn't have any true rest. My body aches, self induced from tubing I know, but it still aches. It was a day that I just wanted to be left alone to do whatever I wanted and have no contact with the outside world. I sometimes wonder if people know that I am actually not that much of a people person deep down and quite enjoy time just to myself. I had this one friend that wanted to come over and I wasn't that welcoming, she came anyways and did what she had to do and only stayed for about an hour but then she called me three times afterwards. The conversation is always the same. I wonder if I am one of those peopel that just drifts and maintains only a few close friends because there are few people that I get tired of and the rest I could take them or leave them. Well that is my rant for the day and now I am going to try and sleep some more and maybe my body won't hurt so much tomorrow. I have aches in places that should not ache and I won't go into detail but use your imagination.