Dreams

So the title of my blog is "when you stop dreaming it's time to die". I thought I might as well vent a few of my dreams. This is truly the motto of my life. My mind never stops planning my next idea of what I want in my life. Today I thought up a motto all by myslef I might add.
Happiness is an expectation in life not an exception.
Anyways, I have decided that money is my goal right now. I want to get ahead. I no longer want to only bank on the next big windfall. I want to have a nest egg at all times. However, I do plan on spending some of the money I do make. I want a bike. I thought that they were so expensive until I foudn out that I could get a Harley Davidson Street Bob for $21,000.00, and yes that's Canadian funds. Now this may seem expensive but this is top of the line and brand new. I am not so discouraged now. I am going to get a used bike next year and I am going to tour around all summer. I want one so I'm going to get one. I have to first get my license but I just have to pick up a book and study for my learners and then work on my actual license. I am quite excited about this. My other plans are to get hair extensions to the middle of my back. Basically so I can braid my hair, put it in a pony tail, pig tails, whatever! It has been 10 years since I had long hair, it's time. Some people think extensions may be dumb, I don't and it's me that I have to make happy in my life so there. I am going to get my degree. One course at a time. I am only going to do one at a time and if I finish one in a month then I'll take another but I am going to finish the damn thing once and for all. I am going to stop answering my cell phone all of the time and making myself so available. I am going to take a getaway from the everyday. I am going to enjoy everyday like it's my last. I am going to eventually have a solarium like they have on Practical Magic. I love that movie, definately one of my favorites. Anyways those are my dreams right now. I'm sure that more will come with another day. Oh and I am going to lose weight. Now I have 6 lbs until I am under the 200lb mark. This will be a huge accomplishment. I weighed 186lbs when Dez and I ended and then over the past 2 years I gained back 30lbs. Since Christmas I have lost 10lbs and kept it off. I am slowly declining, maybe only a pound or two a month but as long as it keeps going down I don't care. Oh, I am also going to get my eyes checked and new glasses. So my dream for me by July 25th, 2007 is to weigh 185lbs or less, have long hair, be healthy, and new glasses, have a bike and have travelled out of the country at least twice, and be finished my degree.