Grumpy

I woke up in a bad mood because today I did have a bad headache. I just stayed in sort of a slump all day though. Not sure why. Lately it's really bugging me that I am the one to make decisions for my mom and I. I am the oldest and the daughter so she relies on me more so than my brothers but why can't she begin to include the sister-in-laws and put some of the responsibility on them. I already know that I am the one that will be left to make all of the decisions regarding their funerals if they haven't pre-planned them and this pisses me off. My brothers will be of no help in this area and I am not going to do well with this at all. Not that my parents are going to die anytime soon but it just irks me. I get told I'm a meddler in the family but my mom and dad constantly vent to me about eacother and my brothers. I am the one everyone calls to vent to. Even my one brother has started to do this and I am supposed to go in and smooth things over between everyone. Don't call me a meddler when you all are calling me and I'm not calling you! Even decisions, my mom can't decide anything. She calls me about how to parent my youngest brother. How the heck would I know I've never even had a baby let alone a 18 year old! She gets mad at him and calls me, tell him! The other night she called me at 11:30pm! I was sound asleep! And the only reason she was calling was because she was mad at him! Anyways that's my rant for today.