Okay I know that people are concerned that I am just being used by him. Trust me, although I seem very positive all the time I do have the same concerns. Do I want to hear that people think that? NO! I try to give positive feedback when people are telling me about their spouse/boyfriends and I want the same. I don't want to hear you agree with me when I am down, I want you to pick me up and tell me everything will be alright and that everything will work out in the end. I have enough negatives that I don't want to hear other people's. I am not living in a dream world, I do see the negatives, it is just that when I am having a day when I am not positive I am confiding in people so that they can bring me up cause that is what I would do! That is what I want from my friends and family. Some people want me to be honest with them no matter good or bad and I`m not, I always just say the good. I am going away to work and I am going to be honest, I am looking forward to it too because I talk too much. I tell everyone everything and I don't want to anymore. Being away I am hoping will help that.