When you stop dreaming it's time to die

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Summer Fun

Every summer I re-live my youth and feel like I'm 16 again with no cares or worries in life. Maybe I need to move somewhere that it is always warm and summer like so that I always have this attitude. My dream life would consist of me driving this jeep with big digger tires, music blaring and hair flying through the wind. I would party a lot and do whatever I wanted. Man I need to win the lottery. I'd go fishing during the day, quadding and 4X4ing, hang out by the campfire, drink a bit, just have fun with life. I think that I am truly a tomboy at heart. I love to do the boy things, I do the make-up, tanning, and hair thing but I really don't mind the mud and getting dirty thing. It's so much fun. That is why boys are just plain stupid sometimes! Some girls want to do these things and don't want a relationship to go along with it, just to have fun and enjoy life. I want to live my life so that I have no regrets. I want to enjoy every minute and not look back and say "coulda woulda shoulda!" I am doing it. This place does frustrate me at times because there is this little clique and if you aren't one of the big shots you don't fit in. I could maybe fit in by association but it just sucks! They have no clue what kind of fun they are missing out on! Stupid people just piss me off. Maybe that is why I'm not in the clique right now, I think that the majority of them are stupid people and I really have no patience for stupid people. So that is it for the day. My weekend was pretty good. Thrusday night was really fun! Got re-acquainted with biker boy and he's always fun. I think I would be a little concerned if we ever did end up together though because the two of us would wear each other out! Two crazy people aren't always a good mix.