Back to Work

Well today was the last of my holidays for this round. I shouldn't be too disappointed though because I am only at work for 2 days and then I have another week of holidays. I should have been a teacher though, kicking myself now. Having weekends off and summer holidays. Oh well, life takes different paths for different reasons.
I am listening to Stevie Nicks right now. Last weekend a couple of my friends made fun of me for listening to her but I find her music so soothing. I could listen to it all day long. In fact I am cutting off my satellite and bought a little ghetto blaster to play CDS and that was pretty much all I did today. I read and listened to music. In the past two days I've read two books!! Both were 250+ pages. I haven't done that since I was in highschool. I think that if I don't have the tv to tune me out then I can keep up this reading thing. I started another book tonight. The only thing is that I have to watch my compulsiveness I don't want to be up til 3am reading.
I even decided to buy some material and make curtains. I hate my curtains right now so I am going to hit a fanny's or a fabricland and get some cheap material and I don't care if it doesn't all match because nothing in my house matches and make some curtains.
Well back to work tomorrow and I am not looking forward to it. The only reason I am able to bare it is that I only have to be there for 2 days and then I get another week.

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Do you ever have those days that you are so completely tired and you don't want to have anything to do with anyone? Today is my day. I had a horrible sleep last night and the dogs would not leave me alone from 6am on this morning. I finally let them out at 8am and then moved to the couch to try and continue sleeping, I dozed on and off but didn't have any true rest. My body aches, self induced from tubing I know, but it still aches. It was a day that I just wanted to be left alone to do whatever I wanted and have no contact with the outside world. I sometimes wonder if people know that I am actually not that much of a people person deep down and quite enjoy time just to myself. I had this one friend that wanted to come over and I wasn't that welcoming, she came anyways and did what she had to do and only stayed for about an hour but then she called me three times afterwards. The conversation is always the same. I wonder if I am one of those peopel that just drifts and maintains only a few close friends because there are few people that I get tired of and the rest I could take them or leave them. Well that is my rant for the day and now I am going to try and sleep some more and maybe my body won't hurt so much tomorrow. I have aches in places that should not ache and I won't go into detail but use your imagination.