Long time, no blog

It has been forever since I blogged on this site, 2-1/2 years to be exact. Life hasn't changed that much. Well I guess it has. After working with my brother for a few months I got back into human services and have my dream job, a public guardian representative. I love it. It is totally the job for me, I love being an advocate and making sure that people get what they need in life. That services that should be available to anyone are.
I love my life, did I mention that. I have come to realize and accept and enjoy that I am exactly where I am supposed to be in life, because if I wasn't I wouldn't be here. I have this sickening love of life and enjoy it. I have this optimism that I don't know where it came from but I love life, I love the hurts, the heartaches, I love the little joys, the little gifts of each and every day. If I could ask God one question it would be "Why did you make me so happy?" that may sound silly but why did he, I get frustrated with people who don't see life as good as I do and so that's why I want to know why did he bless me with this outlook and not more people?
Right now I'm on holidays, which I haven't had in many years, 3 I think, and yesterday was the first day. I had a great day. It was very productive and relaxing all at the same time. I spent time alone, with friends, with family, with Mr. Big, it was great. It ended with a sleep over at Mr. Big's house and so I woke up with a smile on my face. Great way to start day 2 of holidays.