When you stop dreaming it's time to die

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

SO I had worked myself into a tither about Dave for no reason at all. It was the first time that I was actually complaining about not being in a relationship with him. I have no idea what got into me. Part of it I think is that usually we talk lots while he is gone and this shift he was so busy that we didn't have that time so maybe thelack of hearing from him caused my impatience. I was so thankful to see a friend on Monday though and she reassured me that everything was fine and that she thinks things are progressing well. I would have to agree because he used to not really ask me questions and he has started doing that. For example yesterday he asked when my last day of work is. So he remembered that I am actually quitting and he is interested in the date. I am hoping that he only goes to work for one shift this time because then I would see him one more time before I leave. Oh, on the job note. I didn't get the Elk Point job. I'm not that upset. After thinking about it I would have had to learn a lot of new things because I don't have an accounting background. So if they had interviewed anyone with some type of accounting background they should have hired them before me cause I would have been learning as I go. So I'm not disappointed at all. Actually I am hoping that maybe what will happen is I will go and work with Cory and then when that is done the other position that they had in mind for me opens up and they hire me for that. Then I would have had the best of both worlds. I would have had some good physical labor and made a quick buck and then I would have a stable steady income job afterwards. Plus I could buy the bike on my own from the money that I made working with Cory. So that is my hopes. Who knows if it will actually work out though. If that plan doesn't work out then my other plan is to get my papers and apprentice to be a pipe fitter or something. I still want to work towards a goal. I don't want to just go and work and be a laborer I want to actually work towards bettering myself and learning something. So that's my story for today. Oh the other news is that Dave is coming home today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yep I'm a little excited about it.