We Have A Name

Sorry Guys, I didn't realize that they were sideways and it takes so long to upload pictures I am not changing it. Well the name is Jadyn Anne. I am totally surprised by that name because they had been picking names that aren't my style at all, not that it matters what I think, but I love that name; totally a name I would pick! So I'm in a cranky mood today. Not exactly sure why. I had a great day yesterday. I woke up really early, as you all could tell, got ready and headed for the city. I went to Old Navy, found two shirts that I really liked but decided that I didnt' really need them and instead bought Jadyn and Madison some clothes. I got the cutest little cowboy boots for Jadyn. Then I went to the spa. I am a spa virgin, the closest I've had to spa treatment was having my eyebrows waxed professionally. Well first I had a pedicure. It was really nice. I had a girl that was really spunky and talkative which was nice because I didn't want to be sitting there for 2 hours just in silence. She told me that I had really good feet and was shocked that I don't use stuff on them. I can't be bothered. Then I had a manicure which was also very nice. I have pretty french manicured nails now. I bought a kit to keep it up because I really like the way that they look. Then off to have a massage. It hurt. I don't think that I will be a fan of massages. Today where I had/have knots it is so painful just to even touch. She dug in with her elbow! I have no idea if that is what is supposed to happen but today I am in pain. So then I bought some really good makeup with the rest of the gift certificate. After that I left, turned on my phone and he had called twice. I called him back and while I was on the phone it died and then I had to rush around the city to find a car charger for the dang thing! Finally I called him back and we had plans to relax together when I got home. Well that idea was cut short because his buddies called and they decided to go for a bike ride. I was pissed because as a friend, I would have called him to let him know that plans had changed and not to rush home. Him being of the male species didn't and waited until I got home and then told me. I still went over and visitted for a bit. He told me he would call today. I got up early and went and saw Jen and the baby. Both times I have been the sidekick that has helped her to come home. I like that. Then we went to mom and dad's, had lunch the whole family. Both Bro's and their significant others. It was nice then I left. He had called and I missed his call so I called him back. He was calling to apologize for blowing me off last night. Which I thought was proper. Then he asked if I wanted to come over. So I went and spent a few hours there. It was just, I don't know. He's supposed to give me a damn bike ride and I don't see that happening. Which irks me because I don't want to keep nagging but it's the one thing that I want to do this summer. We talked and visitted, and I still get butterflies, but as we were both talking about going to work it's like, are we ever going to get to spend a full day together or am I ever going to meet the family, or your son, I don't know. I had said that I would enjoy the summer and whatever it brought me it brought me. Now I'm wondering is the summer over and so are we? He still talks about future stuff and I'm still leaving stuff there. I even told him something really personal about Dez and I and he was so great about it. I guess that I am just frustrated because I know we have little time, and I want to spend some with him but I am at the bottom of the totem pole for a while yet. One plus is that he is going to the beerfest, he keeps acting all macho about maybe, maybe not, but on the phone he was trying to wrangle up people to go with! Well this has been one of my longer blogs in a while. Guess I should do it more often. Ciao!@
