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Thursday, August 31, 2006

We Have A Name



Sorry Guys, I didn't realize that they were sideways and it takes so long to upload pictures I am not changing it. Well the name is Jadyn Anne. I am totally surprised by that name because they had been picking names that aren't my style at all, not that it matters what I think, but I love that name; totally a name I would pick! So I'm in a cranky mood today. Not exactly sure why. I had a great day yesterday. I woke up really early, as you all could tell, got ready and headed for the city. I went to Old Navy, found two shirts that I really liked but decided that I didnt' really need them and instead bought Jadyn and Madison some clothes. I got the cutest little cowboy boots for Jadyn. Then I went to the spa. I am a spa virgin, the closest I've had to spa treatment was having my eyebrows waxed professionally. Well first I had a pedicure. It was really nice. I had a girl that was really spunky and talkative which was nice because I didn't want to be sitting there for 2 hours just in silence. She told me that I had really good feet and was shocked that I don't use stuff on them. I can't be bothered. Then I had a manicure which was also very nice. I have pretty french manicured nails now. I bought a kit to keep it up because I really like the way that they look. Then off to have a massage. It hurt. I don't think that I will be a fan of massages. Today where I had/have knots it is so painful just to even touch. She dug in with her elbow! I have no idea if that is what is supposed to happen but today I am in pain. So then I bought some really good makeup with the rest of the gift certificate. After that I left, turned on my phone and he had called twice. I called him back and while I was on the phone it died and then I had to rush around the city to find a car charger for the dang thing! Finally I called him back and we had plans to relax together when I got home. Well that idea was cut short because his buddies called and they decided to go for a bike ride. I was pissed because as a friend, I would have called him to let him know that plans had changed and not to rush home. Him being of the male species didn't and waited until I got home and then told me. I still went over and visitted for a bit. He told me he would call today. I got up early and went and saw Jen and the baby. Both times I have been the sidekick that has helped her to come home. I like that. Then we went to mom and dad's, had lunch the whole family. Both Bro's and their significant others. It was nice then I left. He had called and I missed his call so I called him back. He was calling to apologize for blowing me off last night. Which I thought was proper. Then he asked if I wanted to come over. So I went and spent a few hours there. It was just, I don't know. He's supposed to give me a damn bike ride and I don't see that happening. Which irks me because I don't want to keep nagging but it's the one thing that I want to do this summer. We talked and visitted, and I still get butterflies, but as we were both talking about going to work it's like, are we ever going to get to spend a full day together or am I ever going to meet the family, or your son, I don't know. I had said that I would enjoy the summer and whatever it brought me it brought me. Now I'm wondering is the summer over and so are we? He still talks about future stuff and I'm still leaving stuff there. I even told him something really personal about Dez and I and he was so great about it. I guess that I am just frustrated because I know we have little time, and I want to spend some with him but I am at the bottom of the totem pole for a while yet. One plus is that he is going to the beerfest, he keeps acting all macho about maybe, maybe not, but on the phone he was trying to wrangle up people to go with! Well this has been one of my longer blogs in a while. Guess I should do it more often. Ciao!@

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Madison Has A Sister!!

Well I awoke at 3:03am this morning, wide awake. Sometimes I know that if I just roll over I'll be able to go back asleep and other times I know that I'm awake and that is it for sleep! Tonight was one of those nights. I thought well, I might as well put a movie in, maybe I'll fall back asleep. Just as I'm crawling back into bed the phone rings. I think, well it can't be Dave, he's at work, can't be Corey, he's at work; BABY IS HERE!! Yep Cory called to let me know that I have another niece!! He said, "You sound like you were awake?" I AM!! Anyways at 1:37am a new baby girl came into the world weighing 8lbs 13oz!! She is much bigger than Madison, Madison was 8lbs 3oz. No wonder Jen wanted that baby out! So I don't know if it was the lack of sleep or what but I could detect a little bit of disappointment in the bro's voice, I know that everyone was hoping for a boy because then Cory would have his son and he could be a proud pappa but I think that it is so great that Madison has a sister!! I don't have one so she is a lucky girl. Plus they are so close in age that they will probably grow up to be very close. HAH, My brother with two girls!! He has no clue what he's in for when they are teenagers and the hormones!! Now for my vent about the name, WHAT THE HECK??!! I hav espent pretty much my entire life picking out and thinking over names, how could you not have a name picked out, if not several?? So here are a few of my favorites:
Girls: Jolynn, Sophia, Josephine, Sarabeth, (i'm seeing a trend with the J's and S's!)
Boys: Braeson, River, I used to like Samuel, but Samuel, not SAMMY, Tristan
Okay, so maybe I don't have as many as I thought but I'm not pregnant and I don't have a nameless baby out there!! I just don't get it. Well I guess that it's a big responsibility because you are making a decision that they will have to live with for the rest of their life. I knew a guy that wanted to name his son Ryder because then when he was older he could say he was living up to his name when he had relations with a woman. Stupid woman actually did name the son that!!
See now I don't see any point in going back to bed because I am just going to get up in an hour and a half anyways. I might as well stay up and do what I don't know. Look up baby names maybe?! I already washed my dishes from last night. Made myself a cappicino, it's decaf though because I already have a headache from waking up so early. I suppose that I could read, I have all of these books (4) and I can't seem to sit down and read lately. I was going to do my banking but for certain hours during the night telephone and internet banking isn't available through ATB, did you know that Char? I found that out a while ago, woke up at one of my odd hours and wanted to see how much my pay was and got a recording telling me that it wasn't available during that time! How can computers not be available during certain times, I don't get it. Well, I guess it's now 5:12am and I could really get some serious reading done, I might as well start getting ready at 6am though and then head for the city at 6:45 -7ish then I'll be there bright and early cause I'm sure that I'll fall asleep on the massage table so I won't be in any shape to go shopping afterwards. I really, really, really hope that Dave is home tonight. First person that I actually miss. I look so forward to the hug. I can't wait for my hug.