When you stop dreaming it's time to die

Monday, June 05, 2006

Annoyed

Why can't people just let you live your life and be happy the way that you live it?! I hate, and I mean HATE my job. I try and think of what I do like about it and there isn't much. I like the money and the benefits. That is it. I don't like the people that I work with, I have nothing in common with them and this morning I came to work and I'm not really talkative because I don't want to be here. A co-worker walks by and asks me if I'm cranky again today. WHAT THE FUCK??? I told her that no, I wasn't cranky I was just quiet but I do get cranky when people tell me that they think I'm cranky. Her response was that she thinks I'm cranky. Well let me think, I failed a final last week that I desperately needed to pass, I don't have the money to take it over so I eitehr have to ask my parents to pay for it or just not take another course; stupid drunk guy came over last night and was all sweet and nice and I don't want him back in my life because I don't think that I can say no; I do actually miss Dave and I don't want to because I have no idea if it will ever progress into anything; I want my haircut NOW because it's driving me nuts; I don't like anything about my job; I had a horrible sleep becasue someone decided to start texting me at 11:30pm last night; I want to go and work in the oil patch and I know that my family thinks this is the stupidest idea I've ever had because women who are in the oil patch are in it for a reason!; so maybe I am a little cranky. That doesn't mean that you need or that you have the right to tell me that I'm cranky though.