Annoyed
Why can't people just let you live your life and be happy the way that you live it?! I hate, and I mean HATE my job. I try and think of what I do like about it and there isn't much. I like the money and the benefits. That is it. I don't like the people that I work with, I have nothing in common with them and this morning I came to work and I'm not really talkative because I don't want to be here. A co-worker walks by and asks me if I'm cranky again today. WHAT THE FUCK??? I told her that no, I wasn't cranky I was just quiet but I do get cranky when people tell me that they think I'm cranky. Her response was that she thinks I'm cranky. Well let me think, I failed a final last week that I desperately needed to pass, I don't have the money to take it over so I eitehr have to ask my parents to pay for it or just not take another course; stupid drunk guy came over last night and was all sweet and nice and I don't want him back in my life because I don't think that I can say no; I do actually miss Dave and I don't want to because I have no idea if it will ever progress into anything; I want my haircut NOW because it's driving me nuts; I don't like anything about my job; I had a horrible sleep becasue someone decided to start texting me at 11:30pm last night; I want to go and work in the oil patch and I know that my family thinks this is the stupidest idea I've ever had because women who are in the oil patch are in it for a reason!; so maybe I am a little cranky. That doesn't mean that you need or that you have the right to tell me that I'm cranky though.
