I had a surprisingly really good day. I was very productive at work and felt good about it. I am getting a little stressed about school. I already failed one course and am waiting the marks back on a second. I don't really know what to do about the failed course. I suppose I could re-take it but I hate spending the money on that! It seems like such a waste. To get this degree and be able to keep a job that I don't really like. I need to keep it in perspective though and keep plugging away at it so that I can
eventually one day be a psychologist. Who knows though, maybe I won't even be a good counsellor. I think that sometimes when I am listening to people I tend to turn the conversation back to me. I am trying to curb this because it is something that I know that I'm not supposed to do.
My mom is so funny. Now that she is retired she calls me 3 times a day and tells me the same things over and over again and doesn't remember that she already told me that. It's just funny because 3 months ago all she talked about was work and I tuned everything she said out. Now she has nothing to talk about so she just repeats the same things over and over again. It's good though. I laugh at when she asked if I was pregnant though. I could hear excitement in her voice. I know I'm not pregnant but I think mom would be quite excited if I were. All in due time. There are certain things that I believe you just know about your life. Like you almost have a psychic intuition about your life. The things that I know about me are that I will marry my best friend, that we will have children after we are wed, that I will be a mother to more children than just my biological children and that I will never divorce. These are the things that I know for certain, everything else in my life is up in the air!
