Peace

I am not a people person at all. I enjoy my time. I will be the first to admit that I am selfish and that I want people when I want them but leave me alone the rest of the time. Everytime that I am immersed into having to be with people for a period of time I can't help but be excited when I know that I will soon be getting some time to myself. I was so excited to be alone today and then it was completely gone by my stalker friend. She jokes that she isn't a stalker but I don't know what else you would call it. Today I left her at 9:30am, by 11:52am she had called back and then she found me uptown and came to my house. She left at 1:25pm and called by 1:37pm. What the heck?? I need to be by myself. All she talks about is nonsense and complains about things that she refuses to change. For example her stupid boss called her and told her that she had to work a bingo on Sunday. I know for a fact that this is volunteer and that her boss can't force her because the boss called someone else and they said no to working the bingo and the boss didn't say you have too! So she complained about this for the past 3 days but she won't call the boss and say that she can't or won't work the bingo. THEN DON'T COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you can change things then don't complain. You should only complain about things that you can't control.
On another more positive note. My brother might take me as his helper!! This is so exciting because I would rather go with family than someone else because we know that we can get pissed off at eachother and then it will work out. I don't have to worry about losing my job with my brother. SO that is the excitement for me. I now have to go and clean because my cousin is coming tonight and my house is a disaster and I have no idea where she will sleep if I don't put all my clothes away!

My Favorite Pictures

I love these two pictures. They are of my niece and I just love them both. She is so photogenic so it makes taking pictures of her that much easier but I have realized that the best pictures are the ones when people are only posing for the moment and not for the camera.

Yesterday was an awesome day. My mom and I went to the city to hit Goodwills and Value villages. We stopped in Mundare and I had won $5 on a set for life ticket so I just purchased another ticket, I went out and scratched it and won $50!! I was totally psyched!

Then we got to the city and went to a goodwill first, I bought 3 books, a china tea cup, and some clothes. Then we headed to Red Lobster, had a great meal, like always there. Then to WestEd to pick up some body shop stuff. Then we went to another Value Village and I finally got my white linen pants. Why I want them I have no idea, but I've wanted a pair for awhile. Then we were both ready to go home so we left. It was raining so hard the windshield wipers had a hard time keeping up but I just drove slower and got home safe and sound. Then as I was driving I realized that I knew of a welder that I could help! Part of my concern about quitting my job is that I want to go and work with at least one person that I know. Well my best friends brother is a welder and he is always looking for a helper. So I called her and she is going to talk to him this weekend! I am so excited because then I have done it all by myself and I won't have to deal with my dad and brothers at all. It really pisses me off that my dad thinks that I should be a psychologist now! I apparently never finish anything in their eyes and I two-bit myself and that is why I am always broke. Well I never finish anything becuase I am always dreaming. A good friend of mine told me he had never met anyone with as many plans and dreams as me. That is exactly it. I am always thinking about what I can do next, not what I am doing now!! Maybe he should see the feet agagin!

They say "when you stop dreaming it's time to die" and "the crisis of today is the joke of tomorrow"

I am starting to be more patient with uploading pictures and have realized that they just take a while and I have to be patient. So I will be having more and more pictures now.
Anyways everyone says that this is a nice picture of us together, it's me and my best friend J. She and I have known eachother since we were 10 and sometimes she frustrates the hell out of me but she's a friend.

Beauty

I decided that I was going to make better use of my digital camera and begin to snap a lot more pictures than I have been doing in the past. So today on my way out to my mom and dad's I stopped several times to snap some pics and now I want to upload them but it takes forever on my computer so I have no idea how many I will actually upload. Here is one for starters. Charmin' it looks like we have similar ideas!