Long time, no blog

It has been forever since I blogged on this site, 2-1/2 years to be exact. Life hasn't changed that much. Well I guess it has. After working with my brother for a few months I got back into human services and have my dream job, a public guardian representative. I love it. It is totally the job for me, I love being an advocate and making sure that people get what they need in life. That services that should be available to anyone are.
I love my life, did I mention that. I have come to realize and accept and enjoy that I am exactly where I am supposed to be in life, because if I wasn't I wouldn't be here. I have this sickening love of life and enjoy it. I have this optimism that I don't know where it came from but I love life, I love the hurts, the heartaches, I love the little joys, the little gifts of each and every day. If I could ask God one question it would be "Why did you make me so happy?" that may sound silly but why did he, I get frustrated with people who don't see life as good as I do and so that's why I want to know why did he bless me with this outlook and not more people?
Right now I'm on holidays, which I haven't had in many years, 3 I think, and yesterday was the first day. I had a great day. It was very productive and relaxing all at the same time. I spent time alone, with friends, with family, with Mr. Big, it was great. It ended with a sleep over at Mr. Big's house and so I woke up with a smile on my face. Great way to start day 2 of holidays.

Well I finished my job on Thursday and went to work on Friday. This is going to be a really short post. I am going to Fox Creek today for 6 weeks. So far so good. My arms are really sore but either than that I'm not bad. I will be doing regular posts because Cory is bringing the laptop with him. For the boy front this has been really good I think. He texts all of the time and has asked a few times if for sure I was leaving on the day I said. He was even texting me in the middle of the night and then his phone was dying so he said he would get back to me in a couple of hours, sure enough 2 hours later a text comes from him. Wonderful man. So I will keep you all posted. The only thing that sucks so far is the long hair. The rings itch against my head under my helmet but I will struggle through it.

So this is a bit of how I spent my Sunday afternoon. I was invited to a tobogganing party that they have every year and I did go down the hill a couple of times. It was so much fun! Cory went down with Madison, she didn't enjoy it. In the orange sled that the girls are in Jen and I went down the hill and we flew down the hill. The hill is so big that quads and skidoos brought you back up. I like to do things like that and I wish as adults we took more time to do those types of childish fun things! On the job front, one day we were supposed to be in the shop for a month and then to White Court, then the next day we are going to be in the shop for a week and then to Fox Creek. I really don't think that my brother knows what he is doing from one day to the next. I don't care where I go but Dave already tole me that he will be home next Wednesday for only one night. I told him that maybe since he was so busy we could catch each other next time. He quickly responded to tell me that he had time that night and wanted to see me. So I really hope that we leave next Thursday. So if anyone out there feels like saying a prayer or two for me please pray that I am home Wednesday night.